Not Just Another Crush…

<Dedicated to teejayz, Daizie 4 keeping me going>>

Just can’t seem to get you outta my head, I mean I’ve tried, really, I have…I find myself wanting to go places where I really don’t have to cos I know you’d probably be there. Just getting to see you or hear you talk makes my day. The other day, you passed right in front of me and I felt my heart skip a beat!

I can remember the first and only day we actually talked, you came up to me and we talked for about ten minutes or so. Although now, I really don’t think you remember you’ve met me at all. The funny thing is that, after that day, I just kinda forgot about you but then, you were just like every other guy I’ve met.

I think this whole thing started when I saw you again about a month later, you had this tattoo on your well muscled arm and then you looked at me, I was breathless, Don’t know what came over me, I felt my heart melting at the sight of you, It was ridiculous! After that day, I just seemed to see you everywhere I went, like I was being haunted by you, I was loving it though 

So I got up today with the thoughts of you and I tried to give myself reasons to go out today, to the place where we first met. I had a feeling you’d be there or you’d come around later. I finally got that reason and took off but I couldn’t stay for long for some reasons but even as I walked back to my room, I couldn’t stop thinking about you and so when another opportunity came up for me to go out, I took it and I’m glad I did cos I saw you and you looked as handsome as ever in your sweaty self. This was definitely the highlight of my day!

You looked at me and wove and I thought you’d walk up to me, you didn’t but that doesn’t matter, it doesn’t change anything. Maybe the next time I see you, I’d walk up to you and just say something, I’m not sure what but I hope the words would come…

You’re probably just another crush but a long lasting one, I must say…I just hope that when we eventually start talking (cos I know we would), you’d be just as ‘beautiful’ inside as you are on the outside.

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PILOT

So I was surfing the net this fateful day and something caught my eye… It was an ad saying “May 21-Judgement Day”, so I decided to check it out…

I did and these were…

My first reaction…

Am I really saved? And so, I rededicated my life back to the Almighty God right there and then

First Thoughts…

-Thank God, no project defence!

-No more money spending

-No need to pay back what/who I owe J

-No need to feel any regret for eventually going to graduate with a second class upper rather than a first which could have been so possible

But then, I also thought to myself,

-I want to fall in love.., and get married, and have kids

-I worked really hard on my project; I think I actually wanna defend it

-I want to become rich and take care of my parents

-My bday’s coming up, looking forward to all the iPod touches and ipads, cars and jets, buildings and exotic vacations to the Bahamas J…

You know, even if nothing was going to happen, I decided to say “What If?” So I wanna thank God and dedicate this very first blog post to Him, for giving me a check and definitely drawing me closer to Him…

So this is me,SESLIE…

Really active imagination and a passion for writing

Feel free to comment, it would really be appreciated…Tell me your reactions and thoughts if you did see or hear about this or what you think right now…Thanks

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